I had a volunteer patient come to my home for a Qigong treatment. I asked her if there was anything in particular she wanted me to focus on in with her healing treatment. She shared how her husband had suddenly died about a year ago and she was still very broken hearted over this experience. She loved him very much and he had been her best friend. She had been sad a long time.
I had her lay down on the table and during the assessment phase of the treatment, I did indeed feel heat surrounding her heart, which can be a symptom of sorrow and pain. I started to share what I was assessing but I felt someone in the room with us. I stopped, looked around, but no one was there.
I continued on with the assessment and once again had that same feeling return. I again stopped and looked around. No one was there.
Chills then came running through my body as if to validate there was another energy and presence with us.
I said to her, "it feels like your husband is here with us."
Blue birds came flying past the window and calling out, and then I had chills once again go down my spine. Then a strong warm feeling of comfort enveloped me and a message popped into my mind that it indeed was her husband who was in the room with us.
I once again shared that I felt a presence that seemed to be her husband. She said "No, he is gone. I know he is not around." So I started the Qigong medical treatment.
I cleared some of the stagnant energy and feelings within her heart and then went on to the next step, which is to direct and focus Qi energy into the heart to help tonify it. As I started this process, I started to see pink, red, and white valentine hearts starting to move with this focused energy. These valentines and hearts seemed to be enveloping the directed Qi energy and encapsulating it with love while it was moving towards her heart.
More and more valentines came pouring in and now started to spill out and around her heart. It started to cover much of her body and was now covering her body, the table, and started to pile up on the floor. I knew her husband was sending these valentines as if to share his love with her. He wanted desperately to comfort her.
After the treatment, I shared what I had sensed and seen during her treatment. She did not believe the message could be from her husband. She also did not see or feel the valentines and did not share what I had experienced during this treatment. At the end of the treatment, she felt good as well as relaxed, but not much more.
She then said "Perhaps the valentines are from my preschoolers. I am a teacher."
She then went on to say the preschoolers had been her primary source of comfort since her husband died and they did make cutout out objects of paper in school. Perhaps the image was a representation of her preschoolers.
She then went on to say the preschoolers had been her primary source of comfort since her husband died and they did make cutout out objects of paper in school. Perhaps the image was a representation of her preschoolers.
I have no doubt at all her husband was present in that room and trying to send her a message. I feel regret the message was not received or translated in a way she could accept and receive.
This experience for me was so profound and the feelings so intense the experience still lingers with me. My volunteer patient seemed to have a nice and relaxing treatment, but nothing remarkable as far as I know.
Even now, when I go into my Qigong treatment room, I can still feel those unclaimed valentines still scattered on the floor. I am still hopeful she will come to accept and feel gift of healing and the love that was being poured within her heart.
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This post makes me so sad. Perhaps that's because I could use my own broken-heart-healing right now :)
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I guess I was sad when I wrote this...it was such an intense experience for me that I can't get it out of my mind. I hope she is starting to feel better and heal, too.
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